MKUltra: What else?

M recognized the sinister psychiatrist on the riverbank immediately, he looked forty years younger, his head was shaved and he was wearing green army combat clothing, no patches or insignia were visible. He had his hands outstretched and he looked straight at M with a strange smile on his face. His eyes looked like drilled out holes in a mannequin's plastic mask. He must have beamed in here from UK6 to be with K thought M.

"Welcome home my friend", invited 6.

"We've been expecting you, leave any weapons on board, it's for your own good!" 

M dropped the machete on the floor of the boat as two literal monkey faced soldiers jumped on deck and started manhandling M before putting a rough sack over his head. He felt their superior strength working on his diminished body's frame and he went limp in compliant surrender to their will.

"Good boy." Said 6. As the two soldiers strong armed him onto dry land. Excited voices seemed to be all around him now as he was marched along a well trodden path. He thought that he heard maybe five people although it could quite easily have been ten.

After what felt like half an hour marching like this with some kind of weapon pointed at his back M was getting faint from the excitement and the jungles heat.

"Why have you come here?" Asked 6 as his voice slipped in and out of his native American accent, mixing with some British words he'd picked up.

"I'm in the game." Said M.

"Not anymore you're not, I'm afraid you're already dead." 6 started to explain.

"You see lad both K and myself work for Sandoz Industries, this has all been an elaborate ruse to recruit you. Once you were engrossed in the game two Sandoz Operatives visited your apartment on the 13th floor. They entered silently with a copied key card and as you blindly made your way up river with your headset on, scooping up foodstuffs as you went along, one of the men in your apartment who we shall call "Dave" injected you with fatal amounts of Ultrasoak, into your neck artery. This drug induces massive cardiac distortion and eventually makes your brain implode. This will happen shortly, but don't worry the whole reason for me telling you this is to prepare you for your new life here with us."

"What the FUCK?" Shouted M from inside the sack.

"Yes there's no going back now, we've got big plans for you!" Said 6 chuckling to himself.

"You mean I'm stuck here in the jungle! Impossible! I'm not even dead!"

"I told you. You are dead. Please listen carefully. Those feelings of excitement you are enjoying just now are linked to your heart getting turned off by the drug: The Ultrasoak. It will soon be your brains turn to say bye bye cruel world, but don't worry you're consciousness has already crossed over, so you will only feel a mild discomfort when your meat unit is switched off once and for all, you might even enjoy it!"

"What do you mean you Bastards!?"

Shouted M, but it was true he could now feel a cascade of lights flooding his waking minds eye, it was like being shot through an IMAX screen into a tube of images from his human life, every small action and great evil was rapidly fed through a wooden box for evaluation on glowing green ribbons going into red and blue glowing screens it was some kind of data from the organic world. He fell to his knees in the jungle and ripped of the sack covering his head. Every person cascading into eternity had his Mother's face, it felt like an epic fractal of loving grace then menacing whirling blades coming out of her million mouths and turning his entire physical body into bloody hamburger again and again. She put sunglasses on one face then thousands of faces followed suit, then she took them off again and her angry eyes were now full of tears and infinite mercy and love. He Screamed as the Universe of his Mother moulded his red sticky flesh back to life on a potters wheel of the six realms. He puked but nothing came out. She squeezed him into a new skin like a sausage link, then into a God, then into a cockroach, then into a child prostitute getting eviscerated by male desire, then it all crumbled like sand towers of lives and pain ceased to exist and he was M again caressed by lights under his mother's gaze as everything soft and lovely from pug pups to multi coloured kittens took him away on a raft of joy and light up into space away from all misery and corruption, his Father was stood upright in a pink Nebula up there in a far away galaxy and M was now very afraid as he had wronged his Father back in the world many times but his Dad looked at him with loving forgiveness and he turned into Thor an icon of male purpose with long flowing blonde hair, and he touched M on the shoulder lightly and his Dad quietly asked him to dissolve. I'm becoming water now said M to the sinister psychiatrist from UK6 who's face had now returned once again and resembled his own.

"So let it rain!" Said the shrink.

As M felt his head quietly collapse in on itself. He promised his new Father in this world of the jungle that he M would be completely loyal and fullfil any service.

"Good, good." Said 6 stroking M's head.

"But I'm not the boss, we both know that's K."

"I'll do anything now." said M, crying softly into the jungle floor